payam najafabadi4/11/08

ta hala shode bekhay khodeto bokoshi vali bekhatere inke shayad betooni ye bare dige faghat vase chand daghighe yekio bebini dast negah dari?
mitooni darde delam o gosh koni o faghat beine khodemoon bashe ,nemikham hichi bedoone ,nemikham badtar az in ke hast beshe , ye bar to zendegim yekio mikham ke gosh kone ,kheili delam pore ,kheili daghoonam, komak mikham , mitooni komakam koni?
midooni ta hala to zendegim hich kio inghadr doost nadashtam ke hazer basham be khateresh bemiram ya be khateresh zendegi konam ..
hamishe adama vasam tekrari mishodan ya vaghti ye modat door boodam yadam miraftan,hich vaght fekr nemikardam ye rooz yeki peyda beshe ke man tamame zare zareye tanam bekhateresh dard kone, tamame vojodamo azam begire, midooni kheili bade hameye roozeto ba yeki zendegi koni ke hata nemidooni key mitooni bebinish.
jorat nemikonam hata zang bezanam sedasho beshnavam midoonam ke mimiram,
kheili khasteam..
delam mikhad azash bedoonam ke chikar mikone , chi miposhe ....
alan be joz to kesio nadaram komakam kon